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| 08:18am 13/11/2003 |
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mood:  blah music: None
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yeah im in english in the library again. but i fininshed all my shit so whatever. i think that my job is the gayest job EVER! its such bullshit over there. my manager is a lazy bitch who never does anything and expects me and julie to fix everything and cover her ass. what the hell is that? i want a freaking mcdonalds breakfast sandwich....bacon egg and cheese on a bagel. :( so last night at work was crazy. daven was there and then katey showed up and said ew to me and julie was about to go off on her. then she came back and was talking about my clevage cuz it was ALL out there. lol. but i was frickin there until 10:45. i dont have to work again to saturday. so we started the new quarter yesterday and now i have health/fitness with mr.jiampetti. arthur, donianne, megghan, megan, lauren, tons of people are in my class. its should be ok. but we have to get dressed and do a mock tutorial today and i ahd my dad write me a note so i wouldnt have to do it because of my ankle. but i left it on the kitchen counter. so i dont know what im going to do. but yeah. im seeing whats going on with brian this weekend and maybe we can chill. but i think that this is going to be one of my last journal entries. i have too much to do to be writing in here. |
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| I Wanna Run Through The Halls Of My High School.... |
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| 08:55am 11/11/2003 |
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mood:  sleepy music: Just Everyone Mumbling Around Me :)
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Ahhh! im sitting in the library and its first block. we have to do this stupid persuasive essay and speech. this is the reason i failed last year. oh well i dont care im doing better this time. lol....so i have to work today from 6-10 and tomorrow until 10. so that means i get to miss the NAHS induction ceremony because in this case work comes first. im tired...more work to do. <3 |
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| So I Wait For You To Take Me All The Way... |
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| 05:41pm 10/11/2003 |
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mood:  annoyed music: Watching TRL
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Blink 182 Feelin This
I got no regret right now (I'm feeling this)
the air is so cold and null (I'm feeling this)
let me go in her room (I'm feeling this)
I wanna take off her clothes (I'm feeling this)
show me the way to bed (I'm feeling this)
show me the way you move (I'm feeling this)
fuck it, it's such a blur (I'm feeling this)
I love all the things you do (I'm feeling this)
Fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer
place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna
Where do we go from here
turn all the lights down now
smiling from ear to ear (I'm feeling this)
our breathing has got too loud (I'm feeling this)
show me the bedroom floor (I'm feeling this)
show me the bathroom mirror (I'm feeling this)
were taking this way too slow (I'm feeling this)
take me away from here (I'm feeling this)
Fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer
place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna
(Fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer
place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna)
This place was never the same again after you came and went
how can you say you meant anything different
to anyone standing alone on the street
with a cigarette on the first night we met
look to the past and remember her smile
and maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in the seat I think I'm falling asleep
but then all that it needs is I'll always be dreaming of you
Fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer
place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna
Fate fell short this time (fate fell short this time)
your smile fades in the summer (your smile fades in the summer)
place your hand in mine (place your hand in mine)
I'll leave when I wanna (I'll leave when I wanna)
Fate fell short this time (fate fell short this time)
your smile fades in the summer (your smile fades in the summer) (so lost and disillusioned)
place your hand in mine (place your hand in mine)
I'll leave when I wanna (I'll leave when I wanna) (so lost and disillusioned)
Fate fell short this time (fate fell short this time) (I'll be alone if you fled)
your smile fades in the summer (your smile fades in the summer) (so lost and disillusioned)
place your hand in mine (place your hand in mine) (I'll be alone if you fled)
I'll leave when I wanna (I'll leave when I wanna) (so lost and disillusioned)
Fate fell short this time (I'll be alone if you fled)
your smile fades in the summer (so lost and disillusioned)
place your hand in mine (I'll be alone if you fled)
I'll leave when I wanna (so lost and disillusioned)
life is the same old boring shit. |
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| Im Alone So I Wont Turn Out Like You Want Me To.... |
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| 05:17pm 07/11/2003 |
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mood:  accomplished music: Live~I Alone
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wow....finally i can get on here. its been so long. well my ankle wasnt broken...just sprained on both sides. so im walking again. ive been working ALOT! still fun there, as always...got this weekend off :) i bought Finding Nemo and it is the cutest movie ever. i colored my hair earlier today so jessicas sister kathy came over to help me. it was pretty funny. so ive been spending my time either at work, in bed, or doing homework. cuz im not trying to fail this year lol. so im super bored waiting to do something tonight cuz i dont feel like staying here. i dunno i guess ill figure something out.
You're feeling a little naughty today. I'm sure
you'll make someone very, very happy!
How happy are you today? (CCS images)
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| Tell It To Her Dont Say It To Me.... |
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| 03:09pm 27/10/2003 |
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mood:  sick music: Three Days Grace CD
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so...its not broke. i stayed home today cuz this fucking cold is killing me. i felt like shit all weekend and layed in bed. except yesterday i did a bunch of running around with my dad and we ended up chillin at the burlington center. cuz michelle was working. so i got stuff for my halloween costume. after work im prolly going out, but nothing exciting. today im going out with my dad and michelle to go to a halloween store so ill prolly get more stuff. and ill prolly get my red dickies dress :) but im gonna take a shower.
Stars Gone Black: i love yoooou |
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| You And Ill Just Use A Little Patience |
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| 10:32pm 24/10/2003 |
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mood:  sore music: Watching I Love The 80's
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ok its been awhile. alot of stuff is going on but juust little things. saturday night was weird. the dance sucked and afterward i went home and ended up twisting my ankle. so i walked on it sunday when i worked and monday thru school then tuesday i started using the crutches. then thursday i have a little accident and fall and hit my ankle on the floor at school. so after school i went to the dr. and he said he thinks i broke both sides. so today i left school at 1 and went to get x-rays. they still havent called and told me anyhting...so i guess its not broke...right? i was supposed to work today but my foot is killing me so katey worked...she got to work with julie...lucky. but whatever she can go fuck herself. i have a fucking sore throat...i feel like im dying. and i have this mucus thing going on...i know thats not attractive, but its the truth.
so im done with a certain someone. theyre not worth the time. fuck them, im tired of playing fucking games. i dont ned to take their shit...and im done being lied to. *but dont commment and ask for questions...if you have any just IM me or email me.*
oh p.s. briannas parents can kiss my ass. its my life. if you dont like what im doing, then stop fucking reading it. :) ill make sure to keep leaving you nice little notes like these....until you get the damn point. |
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| Livin Life Gets Hard To Do..... |
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| 04:19pm 16/10/2003 |
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mood:  horny music: Maroon 5~Through With You
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well...my computer did it again. so once again the jist of it was. alot of homecoming stuff now. working alot. katey looks good, might be able to do the first move, well see what happens. jake wants to be my fuck buddy. working halloween with julie...should be fun. i got a little somethin in mr.wrights room 3rd block ;) sittin here in a towel...just got out the shower...gotta get dressed to leave. |
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| But Youre Never Happy With What Youve Got.... |
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| 11:41am 13/10/2003 |
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mood:  angry music: Dashboard Confessional CD
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i had this nice super fucking long thing written out. but since my computers an asshole, it fuckg decided to have and error and close the page....as i was writting the music i was listening to. so the jist of it was. saturday i worked, some home went to a party with tonia. got drunk. talked to daven, arthur. woke up sunday killer hangover. went shopping....could hardly walk, needed asistance. come home went out to woorestown with tonia, chilled at erins house. come home went to dinner. to sick to go to club, went to hayride/haunted house. had ice cream. came home did nothing/ dont remember. woke up to phone call 7:15 this morning. phone ringing all morning. now up. have to work whenever til 10. dads an asshole. hope he dies. computers a piece of shit. HP sucks ass. i need to download songs, but cant, no kazaa....any suggestions??
MY LIFE SUCKS! |
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| Hey Ya.... |
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| 12:11pm 11/10/2003 |
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mood:  awake music: Y100
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whoa!....well....yesterday i got played because someone suddenly couldnt do anything and i sat around until 7 cuz i had to work till 10. im gettin ready for work and i get a beep on my phone and it was katey...she wanted me to do papers so of course i did. thats money in my pocket. so i went to work and someone brought me dunkin donuts. so i seductivly led them into the bathroom hall and gave them a lil sum sum. :) work was pretty fun for the most part. it always is when working with julie lol. so then i came home and talked to jessica for a little bit and then katey came so i left. she had me and holly and this girl melissa all there working. it pretty much sucked but for undisclosed reasons. then we leftt here and she dropped melissa off, then she went to get gas. then holly wanted to get dunkin donuts then she dropped holly off. then shes taking me home (talkin about how she got a new bed...and i of all people should know she needed a new one.lol) so then we get to my house and were sittin out in her car until fuckin 3:30 in the morning. what?! let me find out. but we just talked it was cool. i forgot how the aftershock of being around her can be. but im saying somebody needs to make a move....and i dont think i got it in me to do it. |
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| Old Navy Painters Pants Go By.... |
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| 06:15pm 09/10/2003 |
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mood:  bored music: Watching Will & Grace
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Nemesis
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You represent... desire.
You sure are motivated. You have a definite knack
for getting what you want. You always put your
own interests before those of others, and you
almost always find youself being satisfied.
Though you have determination, try some
compassion. Putting others first occassionally
can get you even more satisfying relationships.
What feeling do you represent?
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You're Exotic Dancer Barbie. You have some moves,
and will do anything for a few bucks. Take it
off girl, but keep it PG-13 please.
If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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No one would really know your name. You would be
called by what you do. For example, if you burn
your victims to death all the time, you would
be known as The Arsonist, or if you knife them,
you would be known as The Slasher. You would be
the mysterious killer who strikes at sporadic
times, and would be very difficult to catch.
You might dress up and mask yourself when you
perform your horrible killings. Your identity
would really be a mystery. Obviously you would
be wanted all over the place, and authorities
would desperately try to capture you. Even if
you were caught, you would not say much. The
public would greatly fear you because you could
just strike unexpectedly.
What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As?
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| Im Falling Down And Youre Not Here To Catch My Fall.... |
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| 06:04pm 09/10/2003 |
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mood:  dorky music: Watching Friends
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no up to much. chillin. havin fun. senior year is ultimatly the best. fun fun. flirting non stop with jake. even tho i think he has a girlfriend...not that i care but whatever. yes 4 day weekend. plans for tomorrow...hopefully they work out. sunday club with tonia and erin hopefully. and who knows whats goin on monday. but i gotta work 7-10 friday and 4-10 saturday. ew....when i get in there im letting gail know im done. second fuckin saturday in a row...hell no. IM HUNGRY. im gonna watch "all dogs go to heaven." best movie ever. oh yeah....me and tom are gonna get married. our honeymoon was sposed to be today and tomorrow...but i missed today. :( |
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| Its Now Or Never To Decide..... |
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| 03:16pm 08/10/2003 |
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mood:  anxious music: Three Days Grace CD
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omg wow. today has been great....so was yesterday. :) i was out like all day, i went to see tonia at work. shes so adorable, her driving around in those big ass SUVs. lol. i have to retract a statement i made the other day. i dont hate katey. i actually had a nice little chat with her today. *sigh* that really made my day. im mad that jessica is sayin im in love with her tho. cuz im not...so not. but today i made jake trade shirts with me in art 4. so were out on the front lawn sprayin artwork and i make him give me his button up shirt and i give him one of my tank top (i was wearing two) so all block arthur was callin me a ho. it was great. im so glad that theres a four day weekend. i need some sleep. but i been sick with girl problems....it sucks i wanted to die. |
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| Ill Tell You Now You Cant Win This... |
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| 06:31pm 06/10/2003 |
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mood: pleased music: Watching Will & Grace
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wow...its been forever. not much....my weekend sucked. i hate katey. my computer works again. and today something happened that i shouldnt have let happen. my life sucks. three days grace...best cd ever. get it with the quickness. i wanna have some fun....juices. why do i miss all the parties? oh yeah, cuz my friends suck.
p.s. cant wait for homecoming. :) |
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| I Hate Everything About You.... |
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| 06:27pm 02/10/2003 |
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mood: tired music: Three Days Grace Demo CD
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ummm...yeah. wednesday i went on that art trip. mucho fun. lol...some strange stuff happened. :-/ and i went out with jill to kohls. and then we went to her house and hsaun piced us up. then he dropped her off at a party for selling stuff. and then he dropped me off at the school so i could go tot he homecoming meeting. but when he dropped me off jessica was just walking out and me and her went to get some food and we chilled for a little bit. so today has been pretty boring. me and jess got a ride home and we chilled at her house. then i had to come home to get dressed for work. so im waiting for my dad to get home. blah!
p.s. im not allowed to talk about certain people in here anymore. :( stuff will be vague and boring now. this entry was. |
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| Youre Always First When No Ones On Your Side.... |
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| 06:40pm 30/09/2003 |
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mood:  devious music: Watching Will & Grace
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yeah....last night i went shopping at moorsetown with jessica. it was mad fun. me her and her sister kathy were chillin. we were jokin around with the guy that works in journeys he was crackin on them. callin kathy white cuz shes mad light. then today i got in a fight with arthur and then the next block he was all talkin to me and stuff. what is that?? so today i been feeling like crap. but i just did kathys sisters hair. and later jessica is supposed to call me and maybe well have a little 3-way fun with someone else, lol. my dad is going to a hainesport township meeting. i want some ice cream. :) im going to a trip with mr.wright. its to fawn hill....i been there already its ok i guess. nothing big. |
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| And All Of Your Troubles Are Dead And Gone..... |
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| 05:25pm 28/09/2003 |
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mood:  creative music: Kelly Clarkson~Low
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hanging out with tonia yesterday was uberfun. i odnt know why i odnt do it more oftewn, but i know i want to. we went to get her boyfriend, jay, then we went to the moorestown mall. really funny stuff there. then we go to his friend mikes house and were chilling there forever. and mikes dad comes out and goes, "hey, whos the good looking girl?" lol...too funny. so then we go back to the moorestown mall with mike and his brother and sister and their friends. so me and tonia go to her church for a little bit and then go back to the moorsetown mall. and mike and jay and them are chilling at the barnes and nobles parking lot, because thats where the skaters have to hang out now. so we go there and get the two of them and go meet alana at friendlys. that was too funny. our waiters name was Ray and he was like "Howdy guys my names ray ill be yer server." so we were joking with him all night. then we have to go to the Don Pablos parking lot because there was a fight at the barnes and nobles parking lot. then was go back to mikes house and hung out there for a while. then me and tonia left and i came home. i think its safe to say i like this mike kid but nothing will come of it because hes tonias best friends ex-boyfriend and they broke up two days ago. so i called brianna when i got home and she was like "i was chillin at the barnes and nobles parking lot too.....were you with the guy with long hair?" which i was because she was talking about mike. lol....how weird. well today i went to cherry hill with jill and shaun it was ok. not to fun. but i got some clothes so im ok. now i just wanna take a shower. i really dont want to go to schoool tomorrow. i have homecoming stuff to do still. |
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| 04:46pm 26/09/2003 |
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mood: bored music: none
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 While your antics haven't landed you in jail... They have probably landed you in some relationship hot water. So you like sex... love it in fact. Isn't that how we're built? You've done it standing, sitting, but never shitting. And you always have a vibe in your pocket. You're most likely to be the biggest flirt... not freak. Advice? Stay away from those who give you guilt trips. Monogamy is probably not for you. Find some other free spirits. When the rules are thrown away, the sex will be that much better. What's Your Freak Factor?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
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| So Yesterday.... |
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| 03:21pm 26/09/2003 |
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mood:  hot music: Me Singing~Fuck A Duck
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well...homecoming meetings have been fun. i get to work with melissa and jenn and laura. thats what ive been doing most of the week. i was sick so i didnt get dressed tues-thurs. thursday night i went to taco bell with jill and then up to the school cuz it was back to school night. so we talked to mrs.george and mr.wright. then we had to rush to her house to watch the season premire of Friends and eat. so we did that and shaun came. we all chilled, then they drove me home and i watched Will & Grace. then i went to bed and freaking jessica calls me twice....and woke me up both times. ahhh! i got a surprise visit from someone yesterday....we wont say who. but it was interesting. today in school we had a fire drill during 5th block and i was in dance class. so here we are outside in dance clothes and socks. too funny. i have to work tonight 7-10. damnit!
p.s. major flirting with jake today :) |
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